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Anjie Kokan


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There are narratives stashed in the basement
inside the pockets of a gray wool coat
that kept me warm my first year
teaching in Korea's bitter winter of '94.

There are plagiarized rhymes
in a box on the closet shelf,
old letters from a first love
who wooed me with Loverboy lyrics
he claimed for his own

My name is engraved in a golden sonnet
once clasped around my wrist by the one
I thought I would marry. It keeps quiet
in the night stand drawer.

A recipe poem for the wildest
rum cake you'll ever taste
spins in Grandma's electric mixer
which I still use, even though it's cracked
and runs with only one beater.

Gossip is detailed in a rant poem (in desperate
need of revision) within the tin tray Coke Girl
who smiles and caters to guests.

An epic has started in the portrait
of the perfect alien family, complete
with planets, drawn with colored pencils
by a young artist whose brother cannot
speak, whose father moved out.

Lined up in the medicine cabinet,
the poems that sting and suffer,
but poems awaiting cotton swab dreams, too.
And on the cluttered counter, a first line
on the tip of my pale rose lipstick that longs
for more.

The poems that broke my heart
are stuffed in the metal cabinet
with tear-stained details of
my son's diagnosis, MSA signatures
of two people who once loved, and
a cold stamp mark for bankruptcy.
They are filed behind the victory poem
of the new deed for this old house
with my name and my name only.

There's a haiku peeping from a young
girl's mirror that has linked
her newly emerged curves
with a vanilla moon.

A sun poem pours its cliche
of light prayer every day through the beveled
glass and onto my dining room floor.
It keeps me going.

And blue poems hide in the nettles
out back, the dying hibiscus, and the crack
in the carriage house window. These blues
linger among smooth sestinas of dragonflies
and bee balm.

But the best poem ever, yet to be written,
is brewing inside you, my love. I'd like
to think we could write it together, starting
now with my lipstick's first line.

From Toward the Light, Summer 2008.
Copyright Anjie Greene-Martin.
Used with the author’s permission.

 

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Anjie Kokan is an award-winning writer who enjoys life in the Kettle Moraine area of Wisconsin with her family. Her writings on autism have been featured in Gravity Pulls You In, Perspectives 2, and The Upper Room. She teaches English as a Second Language to adults, facilitates creative writing workshops, and is a volunteer coordinator for Family Promise of Jefferson County. Anjie's gift to the writing world is her blog, www.promptsforwriters.blogspot.com, which includes over 500 creative writing prompts in its archives.  

 


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Jo:
Oh dear Anjie, Thank goodness I look on YDP everyday. I would have missed this very special poem. You did such wonderful work putting many lifetimes together.
Posted 10/26/2014 08:34 PM
karenpaulholmes:
Especially love this stanza: "My name is engraved in a golden sonnet once clasped around my wrist by the one I thought I would marry. It keeps quiet in the night stand drawer."
Posted 10/26/2014 04:39 PM
cork:
cork: I love (in desperate need of revision).
Posted 10/26/2014 03:13 PM
dotief@comcast.net:
I am tremendously moved by this poem. All poets should read this one. They'd certainly get it!
Posted 10/26/2014 12:49 PM
Donna Pflueger:
Oh, Anjie. How your poem tells a story in such a wonderful and intriguing way! You never cease to inspire me! ...in the crack of the carriage house window...Yes!
Posted 10/26/2014 08:52 AM
njc:
Absolutely beautiful--with the perfect ending.
Posted 10/26/2014 08:51 AM
paradea:
Good one. Love it!
Posted 10/26/2014 08:15 AM
jeanie:
and a sexy ending too ... lovely
Posted 10/26/2014 07:47 AM
mimi:
such lovely images...beautiful!
Posted 10/26/2014 06:28 AM
gigi:
Yes!
Posted 10/26/2014 06:02 AM
paula:
Strong, and a poem from which one can draw strength.
Posted 10/26/2014 06:01 AM
Joe Sottile:
I like poems about the writing process. So, I say BRAVO! I just finished a eBook titled: WHY POETRY CAN SAVE THE PLANET. Do I really think it can? I am just like the originator of this site: a cheerleader for the genre of POETRY.
Posted 10/26/2014 12:09 AM
twinkscat:
Enjoyed this so much! Thanks, Anjie!
Posted 10/26/2014 12:00 AM


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