Mom folds the wash, listens
and takes my brother's side
of the argument.
I feel they're ganging
up on me.
As I walk away,
they both laugh.
I'm convinced God
must have given me
to the wrong family.
I gather some clothes
and stuff them into my red,
white, and blue skating case,
take a few dollars
from my secret stash
under my bunk bed,
stomp down the stairs,
and slam the door behind me.
They're not going to have me
to pick on anymore.
I cross Hudson Boulevard
and sit at Jesse's sandwich shop,
just a narrow store with a counter,
stools, and a pie display case.
I choose pumpkin pie
since it tastes like Grandma's.
With each bite, I wonder where
I should go next.
It's closing time, almost 9 p.m.
Then I realize it's Monday night,
so I head for home
because I can't miss
"I Love Lucy."
From Why I Miss New Jersey (Everhart Press, 2013).
Used here with the author's permission.